A runaway

Korea trip was AWESOME FANTASTIC AMAZING. I LOVE IT !!!!! I hardly have time to miss Singapore or parents.

1st thing. MIDNIGHT FLIGHT SUCKS TO THE DAMN MAX !! It was very cold in the night and sleeping in the chair aint comfortable. We sleep, our neck hurts. If i stay up for the whole night, i wont able to make it in the day so i tried to cover myself wif blanket and then listen to music wif my eyes close to get as much rest as possible. I sleep then wake. Sleep again, wake again. The night's long. AND AND AND !! Meals on plane sucks to the damn max to !! For vege =x Its watery and it taste... weird? But i have to swallow it anyway -,- THE ENTERTAINMENT ON SINGAPORE AIRLINE IS AWESOME. You get to watch movies or dramas or whatever shit they offered and listen to music and games to play and and and alot of things lah ! Haha So kind of hav a little fun when coming back to SG.

Everynight people like to sneak to their friends room and party like nobody business. Most of the night, our dear QiQi would complaint that she's v tired and wanna turn in early. Poor me have to accompany her in our rooms, hence couldnt party wif eunice peiling & anna. NEVERMINNNDD :D had a pretty good time wif QiQi. She sound like a mom when she ask me to pack my stuff -.- Have fun while sneaking to their room 2times XD 2nd night at the resort?? 1st time sneaking to their rooms. The moment we open our door we saw ms cheng and mdm sutinah doing spotcheck on room 903? if i am not wrong our room was 901, all the way at the corner which is super duper creepy.coz is dark and everything. Back to the story ! So we're like OH SHIT !! * faster go back in and shut the door quietly THEN open snacks on the tv carry the blankets out on the sofa pretend we're watching tv as normal. HAH HAH HAH and then they came and knock on our door. Qiqi say we're preparing to sleep and i say i am eating coz i am munching food in my mouth -.- Around 12++ we sneak to their room successfully :D and then i had a foot fight wif anna -.- i was juz trying to straighten my leg D: she was sleeping opposite of me so yeah. Had a lot of fun ^^ 2ND TIME success.That was the last night so yeah... Stay oni for 10mins?? Or more. Next morning........ Mr andy came knocking on our door :" wa yst v tired ah? So early knock out already " Me and huiqi was like ya ya ya HAHAHA

Food there always serve hot coz most of it was like steamboat and bbq. then everytime we eat to the max. Rice there's awesome and over there it call bap. Anna will be like whole day calling BAAAAP.Most of the soup were salty and the dishes are ofter spicy SHIOK SHIOK SHIOK and board on the bus and SLEEP ! Our routine. Receive morning call Slack Wake WashUp Breakfast Bus Sleep SightSeeing Bus Sleep Eat Bus Sleep SightSeeing Bus Sleep Dinner Bus Sleep Hotel WashUp Pack Sleep BASICALLY WE ARE PIGS LOL!

Jude

Nothing much these days. Pretty normal. Flying off to korea tonight ^^ This will be the 1st time takin SIA ! I bet the seats there will be dam big compared to TigerAirways. Of course, tigerairways are budget airlines.Hope that this trip would be fun ! I shall pack pack pack now....... zzzz....... I'M GONNA MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU D;


I'm crazy. Love you dao i crazy. I dont know me anymore :O

Worksheets left undone

You're there enjoying yet i am here sulking. How great can that be?? Haha.

Feel so excited for the upcoming Korea trip !! Gonna see lots of scenery and get to spend time wif my friendsssss~~~ hope it will be a smooth journey... Let's put our hands together and praay. My uncle is so goood ~~ he lent me the camera and also help me with alot of things ! Gosh, i feel so bad. I didnt do anything for him D; I shall buy damn lot seaweed for him ^^ As a repay ^^

Your strength might be your weakness. For example, the good people. It require a lot of strength and time to be a good person. Especially after he go through some shit stuff. People tends to become bad when things aint right, like maybe a fight? Or arguement? The good people often step a step back, hence, the 'bad' people got the advantage and climb over you. Of course, you need to tolerate all the shit stuff which require a lot of patience. Most of the people cant do that so that's why they fight back to protect themselves.It's a good thing for people to be good but however, there are always people who will take advantage of you hence, it could be a bad thing too. Your strength can be your weakness.

Just a question mark

Hatred might be a bad thing since this is the one who drove you mad and crazy. This is the reason why u turned good to bad. This made you do awful stuff which make people hates you and then you hate people... No end. Soooo... why not you SWITCH it? Juz a switch and then hatred might become a motivation. If you hate that person to the max, of course, you would want that person to be in misery. Of course, that person would also want to see you in misery. Then live ur life as good as possible, as if he dont affects you at all. Like that, he will end up even more angrier since his plans are not working and you're living happier. You can defeat that person by achieving good academic results and defeat him. Taadaaa.... Revenge done. You dont need to insult them and dirty ur mouth. You dont need to waste your time to plan how to bully them. This is the best way. It benefits you in 2ways. Its your choice. Do you wanna switch?

Building up the firewalls

People tend to believe someone's bad side as a their true face. Why?? Because they're afraid that they might get hurt again. They want to set up their protection against them. They wanna stay as far as possible away. They knew once they believe this person again, who knows he/she might uncover their ugly face and scare the freak out of them. That's why people always get far far away or attack you once they uncover their ugly faces. They attack because they want revenge. Or maybe another protection. They jus wanna scare you away or just wanna make sure you wont show it again. People are so vulnerable...

LIfe's going at a full speed with all the exams and revision shit. Got a feeling that i wont do well this time because of some... stuff? or influence? I dont know... Maybe i need to be more determination. Just like today. Ran 2.4km within 14.43minutes. So proud :D finally break my records after so many years. I usually ran within 17minutes so it was a huge improvement for me. All thanks to SYF. I felt that dancing SYF once was much more harder than running 2.4km. I dont get as tired as dancing SYF and i dont sweat as much as SYF... My lungs literally burned for oxygen but 2.4 dont. My breathing was in control... just that my legs cant work fast enough... Should've sprint earlier... Next tiem bahh !! :D

Study.. study... AHHHHHHHH BERSERK !!

Be next to ya

Tonight, once again, i missed the times that we spent tgt on the phone. How we would sneak under our blanket and talk overnight, till u or me fall asleep, or being discovered. Every night was so fun, risking everything just want to talk to you, and then you will share some super cold jokes me that make me shiver in the warm blankets. My mom would always suspect what was i doing in my blankets when she saw the vibrating of my body. Sometime, it would be so fun that i didnt watch how loud i sounded and in the end, woke my mom up. I miss how we start and end the night. The night was the most amazing time for us. Now, without you, the night is the most horrible thing to me.
Things were pretty normal when u were here. Everyone seems so perfect, angel like. Once you left, my whole world turn upside down. Everyone began to change their angel looks to a horrible demons. Things werent as simple as it seems anymore. Life's harder and tougher. More and more challenges ahead, afraid without you being at my side. Cant seem to trust anyone with my all. Its either to protect them or prevent things from getting worst, or i knew, telling you wont do any good or it will make it worst. I dont know... Telling her, she will bash you up. Telling her, she wont do anything which is pointless for telling. All i have is Milky.However, Milky cant be trusted anymore. Rules were set and i gotta follow. Seems like here's the only way. Perhaps you might to lazy to read or maybe cant be bothered anymore. I can feel that you dont care anymore? I dont know. That's what my feelings told me. What your actions told me. but deep inside i wan to believe you still care about me? right? Hope so... A hope is always a hope.

Water

I swear Shadow Kiss is the best book that Michelle Mead had ever wrote. It's overwhelming and fast-pacing. Its like drug that kept you flipping the pages. It's amazing. Better than Twilight but cant be compared to Morganville Vampires.

Shadow Kiss is a much more sadder compare to Morganville Vampires (MV) Due to the fact that you had to witness your love's death with your eyes and you cant do anything about it which is the most horrible thing in the world. I am very impressed with Rose. I dont think i might be as strong as her, physically or emotionally or whatever shit is that. I dont think i can deal with it other than going berserk. A moment, she was in heaven in Dimitry when everything was in the right place, everything was so perfect. Another moment, they were in the battle field. And then you watch him die (not really die but turn in to strigoi) right infront of your eyes and you cant do a single thing with your mom holding you back. I cant imagine how bad it felt. It must be damn bad. Worst i guess. This is the best book among the Vampire Academy. SO AWESOME !!!!!!!!!!!!! <3
That's why i love reading ^^
Then now she gotta go and kill Dimitri which was the alive Dimitry would want. I knew it was gonna be hard but i knew Rose would always do the right thing. THE NEXT BOOK. Dimitri was being saved by Lissa. Yay. but kind of disappointed though... haha Waiting for the next book. Hope it would be a finally happy ending. OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MYYYYYYYYY ............. i'm gonna faiint.

Entertainment

It had been so long and you still bring it up. You're the one who stab me 1st and you continue torturing me. Its okay, i dont blame you. One day, on your birthday, you come back on your knees, asking me to come back. I said no because i dont want to giv a moment of happiness yet a lifetime sadness. That's why i rejected you.
Turning your happiest day of your life to the saddest. It got my karma.

Covers

Kind of sad when you know the person you love is hurting the thing that you treasured the most. I know what i am suppose to do but i just dont want it. Not like this. From 10pm, my brain had been keep on instructing this to me. However, i am procastinating. Hoping there might be a chance for you to turn back and treasure it.Perhaps you might not... The test i gave you, you never passed. I dont think you will ever come back.What am i afraid of?? I got nothing to lose. The date will be set ^^ Its time.

Solitary

Somethings might not be as worst as you thought. All you have is to switch. For example, being alone.

To me, being alone is the best time of the day for me. You get to sink in your own world that everything is in the rightful place, perfect. The world that you dreamt every day and night that wont come true at all. Even i know it just a temporary happiness and it burst like a bubble in the next second when i turn back to reality, i wan it. At least there's something right? Better than nothing. Be contented with your life if not, you're not gonna be happy.Be happy with whatever you have, be grateful. Kay i am going out of point. Hahas. Being alone doesnt = to lonely at all. I kind of forget how does lonely felt. Maybe only losing the sense of belonging only... I dont know... Haha. I love being alone nowdays. Dont wanna face the ugly world... Disappointment... Drifting... hahas Pathetic huh? Haha. Laughing myself. How pathetic? LOL kay. i am going insane.

You know how much i loved TDE. Yet you're helping her? Or should i say helped her? I dont know... It disappoints me and it set me off. All u say is you dont know, you forgot. I wonder if its true... I wan to believe is true. Yeah, i trust you.