Solitary

Somethings might not be as worst as you thought. All you have is to switch. For example, being alone.

To me, being alone is the best time of the day for me. You get to sink in your own world that everything is in the rightful place, perfect. The world that you dreamt every day and night that wont come true at all. Even i know it just a temporary happiness and it burst like a bubble in the next second when i turn back to reality, i wan it. At least there's something right? Better than nothing. Be contented with your life if not, you're not gonna be happy.Be happy with whatever you have, be grateful. Kay i am going out of point. Hahas. Being alone doesnt = to lonely at all. I kind of forget how does lonely felt. Maybe only losing the sense of belonging only... I dont know... Haha. I love being alone nowdays. Dont wanna face the ugly world... Disappointment... Drifting... hahas Pathetic huh? Haha. Laughing myself. How pathetic? LOL kay. i am going insane.

You know how much i loved TDE. Yet you're helping her? Or should i say helped her? I dont know... It disappoints me and it set me off. All u say is you dont know, you forgot. I wonder if its true... I wan to believe is true. Yeah, i trust you.