Drip.

They used to be so lovey dovey yet now they are argueing like mad. People do change. Or juz that they hide their unshown ugly side. Misunderstandings spark off everything. They dont understand hence they make their own assumption. They believe they're the rights one. Once they believe it strongly, they wont absorb in anything that opposites that idea.That's how people lost trust and faith.

Maybe you're right. Maybe i am really avoiding you.. I dont know. I'm afriad that seeing you i will be sad. Everytime i see you, i will literally fly to heaven. A kind of happiness that i dont know how to put in words. A feeling like everything in the world was in the right place. However after that, i will be all alone again. I will have to face all the troubles again. The troubles that might cause losing you. I'm scared. The more happiness i get from you, the more sadness i will get after you leave. I'm really very afraid of losing you... Please stop repeating the history again. I dont know how much I can take in.
Again,i dont know what to do. If i get far away from you just to protect myself from the sadness of ur leaving, the chances of you leaving me will be higher. If i gamble it, the chances of you leaving will be lower. But still, there's risk. Well, this life. Accept it girl.
I only got 1 life and i dont want waste it. I dont want any regretts or what. At least i tried right? Just like last time. I need to try. The very least try. Even the risk are high, i still wants bcoz i love you.
Look, i choose to believe so please dont disappoints me... The wall infront of me is called 'scare'. Working hard on breaking it.

Thanks for reading! Love ya guys <3

Correction Tape

Step out and think girl. You're in the mess, just like tangled rope. You gotta step out and see, then find the right way to untie it.

What's the situation? He loves her. She loves him. You love him. You're the one who's tying down, unable to let him fly high to pursue his own happiness. Get it? 

Black Cloth

People are blind with hatred. Once you hate her, everything she does will irritates you. Even it doesnt relates to you at all, you will dig out some little flaws about her and exaggerate it. When she's right, you will switch it and make her wrong. When she didnt did anything wrong, you spread things that she did the wrong, making everyone think that she's bad and you're right. Brainwash. Now, people who dont even come in contact wif her hates her too.

The source of everything nails down to Misunderstandings.

She trusted you. She told you every secrets that she have. Yet you spread it. Its already very bad about spreading it but she forgives you. But you twisted the truth. This is unforgiven. Unless you stop.

Look, what's the point of hating? It will only waste your time on people who doesnt worth it. You only got ONE life so please make use of it by loving people. By love, you will care and share with others. It will makes you a much more better person. Please, change.

Thanks for reading! Love ya guys <3

Bull Eye

When a person truly stop loving a person, he will not care you at all. He will stop worrying if you never reply his text. He will stop wondering what were you doing at this very moment. When you share your problems with him, he will say " not my problem ". Even when you told him you're having a major headache or fever at this moment, he would act as if you're fine. He wont ask you to go rest or see a doctor. He dont care at all. He never spare a thought for you. He knew doing this was very wrong and disadvantage to you, yet he continued just for his own happiness. When you share your happiness, he wont feel it. He will find it boring and switch to his favourite topic which you're uncomfortable with. Everytime he say he loves you, it might seems real in the past. But now, i knew, deep inside, these are words just to trick me.

Even though you still dont know yet, I will wait .

Candidates.

I guess i didnt blog for too long and i forgot how to blog le. LOL

Major stuff this week : SYF

19th April was our compeition day and we didnt did our best so i was kind of disappointed. I screwed up at the start of the dance. I cant hear the knockings so i was kind of lost.

While i was dancing on the stage, memories flow through me. Especially those trainings during December. Everything, flow through my mind like a current. It happened so fast that i hadnt realise it ended. Once Clarrise said "go", i knew everything had ended. It was done. This is it. Whatever we had shown on stage, that's it. Everything is done. All the sweats that we had flowed, all the hardwork we had put in, it had all goes down to that 6minutes of Dance. 6months for juz 6minutes of Dance on that Stage.
GOLD.
Our efforts was not wasted :)

21st April, the release of the results. I was bouncing up and down for the whole daaay... Almost tricked by the sad face that Clarrise and Juliana put on and those words that Emily and Sandy said. KAY,I'M STUPID. Bcoz of that i thought we got a Bronze or worst, COP. I cant get my hopes to high coz i know i will fall heavy. When Clarrise and Michelle screamed " We got GOLD !!" i screamed my heart out for 3secs and then tears of joy streamed down my face. 1st time in my life, i felt satisfaction. I cant describe how happy i was at that moment. I dont know should i cry or laugh so i kind of did both at the same time. Laughing + crying = Not a easy job. I cried bcoz... idk... haha. But i understand why during 2009, after the released of the SYF results, the seniors cried so hard. Becoz they know they had put in a lot of efforts juz for this SYF. They sacrificed a lot... They almost lost someone important bcoz of this... But it was worth it. Now i feel like we worked so hard juz for that award O.O
Hmmm... SYF... It pulled TDE together. It gave us obstacles to let us grow up. To learn to take care of ourselves and others. The award is juz a target for us. To make us strong enough for all the obstacles. To reward us after all the hardwork.
Well, we got something that's more than Gold. Friendship. Teamspirit. Love.

Credits to LaoShi Seniors and all the dancers. Without you guys, we dont have today. Love TDE for eternity <3

Mountain

Yaay.Its a finally. LOL Life's a rollercoaster. School. Stuff. More stuff. Hahas. Too long no post liao so dk wad to post also. Hahas. KAY AWKWARD. BYE ><

The One

Finally, another post after a ... like 2months? Haha. Holidays are coming to an end so everyone is rushing through their holiday homework, like me ! 4 more compo to go!! Jiayouuu!! People can do it, you also can do it!! So actually i was bored while writing my compos, then i decide to come and post a post Haha
Sooo this year, i am going to make things right ^^ HOPE SO !! =X
Love you guys~ <3

M

Muahahahahahaha!! I AM BAC !
That's lame... =.=
Well, days are getting boring and i dont feel like doing any holiday hmwk... It just spoil the whole holiday mood!

Did something terrible yesterday... Told a ugly truth and that person hates me to the core now... But at least i took away that person's guilt... Is that good? Hatred is better than guilt right? I dont know what i had done...
I just lost another good friend.

Guilty.

Casual

Holidays doesnt really mean holidays.
To me is like working days =.=
But is still better than school days =x
And there more time to sleep ^^

Chionging projects now... Damn lot projects that is going to due soon. Must get it done b4 school reopens. If not, we will jump down the building. Is getting busy lately, projects, upcoming exams.
Do you believe that exams is just about another 2 weeks time?!?! And we really hadnt start the lessons!?!?! I am so going to die. Guess need to do some self-study =.=

Have lots of fun during the past few days... Spend time with the ppl i wanted the most although is not really what i expected... When for the best dance outing ever at sentosa and vivo!! And watch my 2nd horro movie, 1st horror movie in cinema!! Got scared by the sound effects and not the movie =.=

Lots of stuff to do so see ya!!!

Rain

ER... nothing to say =x

Okay... Er... Read finished Burned.
It was AMAZING !
Cant describe it sooo your guys better read it by yourself
Sooo the next book will be out next year =.=

I didnt care much acout results but overall, i guess i did well?
I DONT CARE !!!

byeee peepole!