Saturday, April 23, 2011

Candidates.

I guess i didnt blog for too long and i forgot how to blog le. LOL

Major stuff this week : SYF

19th April was our compeition day and we didnt did our best so i was kind of disappointed. I screwed up at the start of the dance. I cant hear the knockings so i was kind of lost.

While i was dancing on the stage, memories flow through me. Especially those trainings during December. Everything, flow through my mind like a current. It happened so fast that i hadnt realise it ended. Once Clarrise said "go", i knew everything had ended. It was done. This is it. Whatever we had shown on stage, that's it. Everything is done. All the sweats that we had flowed, all the hardwork we had put in, it had all goes down to that 6minutes of Dance. 6months for juz 6minutes of Dance on that Stage.
GOLD.
Our efforts was not wasted :)

21st April, the release of the results. I was bouncing up and down for the whole daaay... Almost tricked by the sad face that Clarrise and Juliana put on and those words that Emily and Sandy said. KAY,I'M STUPID. Bcoz of that i thought we got a Bronze or worst, COP. I cant get my hopes to high coz i know i will fall heavy. When Clarrise and Michelle screamed " We got GOLD !!" i screamed my heart out for 3secs and then tears of joy streamed down my face. 1st time in my life, i felt satisfaction. I cant describe how happy i was at that moment. I dont know should i cry or laugh so i kind of did both at the same time. Laughing + crying = Not a easy job. I cried bcoz... idk... haha. But i understand why during 2009, after the released of the SYF results, the seniors cried so hard. Becoz they know they had put in a lot of efforts juz for this SYF. They sacrificed a lot... They almost lost someone important bcoz of this... But it was worth it. Now i feel like we worked so hard juz for that award O.O
Hmmm... SYF... It pulled TDE together. It gave us obstacles to let us grow up. To learn to take care of ourselves and others. The award is juz a target for us. To make us strong enough for all the obstacles. To reward us after all the hardwork.
Well, we got something that's more than Gold. Friendship. Teamspirit. Love.

Credits to LaoShi Seniors and all the dancers. Without you guys, we dont have today. Love TDE for eternity <3

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