Drip.

They used to be so lovey dovey yet now they are argueing like mad. People do change. Or juz that they hide their unshown ugly side. Misunderstandings spark off everything. They dont understand hence they make their own assumption. They believe they're the rights one. Once they believe it strongly, they wont absorb in anything that opposites that idea.That's how people lost trust and faith.

Maybe you're right. Maybe i am really avoiding you.. I dont know. I'm afriad that seeing you i will be sad. Everytime i see you, i will literally fly to heaven. A kind of happiness that i dont know how to put in words. A feeling like everything in the world was in the right place. However after that, i will be all alone again. I will have to face all the troubles again. The troubles that might cause losing you. I'm scared. The more happiness i get from you, the more sadness i will get after you leave. I'm really very afraid of losing you... Please stop repeating the history again. I dont know how much I can take in.
Again,i dont know what to do. If i get far away from you just to protect myself from the sadness of ur leaving, the chances of you leaving me will be higher. If i gamble it, the chances of you leaving will be lower. But still, there's risk. Well, this life. Accept it girl.
I only got 1 life and i dont want waste it. I dont want any regretts or what. At least i tried right? Just like last time. I need to try. The very least try. Even the risk are high, i still wants bcoz i love you.
Look, i choose to believe so please dont disappoints me... The wall infront of me is called 'scare'. Working hard on breaking it.

Thanks for reading! Love ya guys <3