In A Rush

O level is just within 3 weeks and i am not doing enough. The efforts that i put in is no match to the otheres. I know that i am better than that, i could do better than that but theres's so much distraction that i couldnt hold myself anymore. Self-discipline! Must discipline myself... but... i dont know what i want anymore. I am lost. I need you to guide me, lead me, motivate me. You are my driving foce, my motivation. But now, you're gone and i am all left is a broken heart. I need you in a rush.