The whisper of screams

Busy busy.... EOY starts today and i guess i screwed up all the papers i took today >< Must work extra efforts on the compre !! If not i will be dead meat. 

Super distracted during exams >< When can i stop thinking? Bad habit, bad habit. Gahhh Studies is more important than you. You cant even take care of yourself and depending on you? Erm, i dont want to add on your troubles :) I rather I depend on me myself. It's more safer :P 

Your exams are in weeks away and you still planning to go play -.- Did you really gave up? Or you need a little push? You told me that you would start studying now AND YET U STILL WANT PLAYY?!?! U even asked me to go play with you. Man, dont you dare to screw my studies out. You can screw me as much as you want but not my studies! 1 day, i'm gonna prove it to you that you would regrett everything that you did to me. Bleh! 

I havent start any revision so pratically, i dont think i will do well for EOY. I swear i'm gonna study everything again during the december holidays. I must. If not my sec4 life will be doomed. Yeah, i know. I need to stop using 'doom' and 'practically' and all such of words. I need a better vocab. Like seriously. -.- 

Off to study bio!~~ :D 

Another normal day

Hey guys! Back to blogging nowdays :D One of the reason is that i'm too lazy to write in my dear diary, Milky<3. I'm so sorry Milky that i had neglected you for so long due to my laziness D; But no matter what you will always keep you at my side! Hehe

Had our F&N practical exam today and it's kind of rush so mrs yap extended it for another haf an hour ^^ If not, i bet a lot of people would hav unable to complete it in time. I think i will fail my practical O.O Everything was a mess D; 1st horror was that we discovered that we dont have enough time to mix 1 by 1 so we need to mix everything together so it messed up all our steps that we had set on our paper. Measuring the ingredient was very time consuming. Here comes the mixing of everything. It was a disaster man... The dough just twirl around the whisk and it was a hard time to get everything out. My apron kena a lot of it D; And so does the surrounding >< After that still need to measure how much for each muffin so wasted alot of time D; In the end, 1 of the muffin over flowed.... Aish... So practically, my practical is doom.

Tomorrow will be my mother tongue prelim yet i dont sense any nervousness. It's seems like it just a small test and i could just fail it :X Gahhh! From now on must treat every test and exam seriously! Yeah, as if i would... -.-! Haix!

Gonna be in the same room, same floor, under the same lights and fans and taking the same paper with him tomorrow. Hope i wont get too crazy over him and forget about my paper >< Just hope that i will sit somewhere infront of him so that i wont able to see him. If i'm able to see him, i dont think i can concentrate on my paper le -.- Forget it mann. he's not gonna care :P GOOOOOOOODLUCK FOR ME ! :D

Off to homeowork and studies! <3

Another switch

I should be sleeping at this hour but i'm here blogging. I was suppose to burnt some midnight oil but i wasnt really in a mood so here i am ^^

Read a few blogs and some were really very interesting and fascinating. There's a blog that kept you scrolling down for more. One of them was kind of unexpected. From what i know about that person, he wasnt really nice when i heard from someone and he turned out to be a total opposite person from what i knew. He was really great and you can gain alot from his blog. It's about life lessons and also his awesome little world. Those were awfully true and he could present it in a very... erm... daily life way? As in you can learn it from small little things that you always come across in life. It was very meaningful, of course. Guess i'm gonna be a regular visitor of that blog ^^

Gotta start work man... Stop procastinating!

Get over

So much had happened lately that i cant even catch up. Mostly, bad things. Yeah. That's when people start to be active on facebook or twitter or wad, i think. They wanted to release their anger, sorrow and their feelings. They might just want to hint to that someone that they still cares, they regrett, they still loves them. Facebook and Twitter seems like is becoming a small diary to everyone. A place to pour their feelings. It's not that they want the whole world to know how sad they felt and how pathetic they are but to let the others know, to understand about them. So that no one will go mess with them at the wrong time. But sometimes, i really dont understand why they want to tell the whole world how they feel. Maybe it's just someone who's their whole world. And mine just crashed lately. How sad?